I just remembered those silly text messages
“dont worry im always here”
“you can always tell me anything”

They were all so stupid, and embarassing and degrading because of my naivete

When i see someone cry, i cry with them.
Iknow pathetic right, I’m a crybaby
I cry a lot
I don’t want to change this but i have accepted myself for crying a lot
That is all

When my period is coming, i feel so down and cry.
I don’t know why I’m crying though just because I’ve watched valentine’s day doesnt mean i have to cry. Ohh im pitying myself ohwell. FOCUSSSSS SARAH, study before you love

Im awkward
I dont know how to start a conversation
But once you start it, i cant stop
But it depends you see
It depends on who i’m talking to
If it is you
Surely i cant keep up
I just wont know what to talk about
Right now im still lost about myself
However im tryng to find it

Thank you God
For giving me the strength
To endure every single moment of hardship
May you continue blessing is with endurance and perseverance.
Thank you for today, you showed me that you’re really there. For that job. I know im going to be underpaid but i dont really care the amount im paid. Just as long it can support me. Thank you. Words cannot express how greatful i really am

Amen

Tbh in disliking my life right now. I mean not having a boyfriend has its benefits, like focussing on your studies way more. I dont even know what to do, i just seem paranoid day by day. Ndnznajddhoaqofbzbvskspp what to do?!?!?!?!

Had fun. But with regret. I feel bad for the teacher though. i hope he wont lose his job. I know we are a bit rebellious. He’s done such a great job with everything but please just please i hope that they wont fire him. Aaahhhhh calculus trig round two tomorrow. I jope I can do it.

We were just tryna be responsible for our own ball. They said that la salle’s organising it. Why arent they there? And what’s the use of ball committee if we’re not even organising it.

Today has just gone from bad to worse. I bet tomorrow’s gonna go from worse to even more worse

Paranoia seeps in. I hate that feeling, that feeling when everyone’s against me. I dont even know what I did wrong.

That one person who you used to trust very well. Now gone. I hate myself for saying those things. I got way too comfortable. But too late, i just need to atone my sins. Fuck this

I hate how im just abnoyed and tired today. I feel as if everything im doin up till now is useless, worthless, and pointless. That feeling of paranoia seeps in. I hate that feeling. Overconfidence overflowing. Not good. And yet its still coming. Stop. Stop. I need to make it stop. And concentrate. Focus.

Ive been thinking a lot lately about this guy. I just want him to be my friend. In fact a best guy friend. I never actually had one. So yea looking forward to first term holidays. Hang out with people and hopefully get work done at the same time.

Another day, had so much fun and uplifted. Slowly letting go of the past. I think im able to move on from then im enjoying life now. Kinda having insights of what’s going to happen soon.

Met new people, and actually talked to them. They’re great. Not the awkward type but the one im comftable with. They’re amazingly great.

I really do think that 2012’s gonna be a good year.

May God be with me

stevenrosas:

1. Letting Go
2. Accepting
3. Forgiving
4. Forgetting
5. Trusting
6. Loving

We must believe in them, we have to because if we don’t, we will live in fear, frustration, depression, hatred, and self-loathing. Without taking those steps… we will never truly live. <3

I was part of the cotillon group. It was so fail and bdjzkishdiwnss oh well. I had fun naman ehh so it was algoods. (y)

crying yourself to sleep is usually one of the best ways to sleep. Because you wore yourself out. Then the next morning its like all your worries have been washed away. Crying is allright. There’s nothing wrong with it. Mmkay?

omg he replied. Wtf. I feel so fucking awkward. Jdnsjsbsbsjiskas. Like i just want ro run away